Do I really have to go...

The way my brain operates, when there is something looming that makes me nervous,  I JUST DON"T THINK ABOUT IT.  But  it's only two weeks away....So, we'll be flying to MN together, Kerry and I, and Elinor.   I really don't want to leave all our children parent-less. Sure, what's meant is meant.  I'm trying to summon up those feelings I had when the flu knocked me over, about how I am not afraid to fly anymore.  Helps, a little.  But here's the deal.  We have to rewrite our will.  I guess you can't just scratch something down on paper these days, it has to be sorta legal.  I already cleared it with Lindsey.  She and Todd will get the life insurance policies, along with the farm, as long as they agree to keep the kids together here.  Sniff, boo hoo, sniff.   I'd rather just come back home, safe and sound.  Please?!